Having just turned 40, an age alleged by Confuciusas when one is no longer vexed by earthly affairs, he wasstill haunted by too many worries and anxieties of life.He was looking back at his snowy homeland probablybecause he somehow felt that he might no longer be ableto return here, back to the high throne in the Tashi LhunpoMonastery, preaching the everlasting Buddha truth to thebelievers who trusted, loved, and respected him…