序曲001
**章 浪漫之旅003
1 从结束开始003
2 *后一个地窨院005
3 我的“临摹”007
4 插曲010
5 *后的富贵011
6 绝唱014
7 我想对你说019
8 插曲2020
9 桃园021
10 浪漫之旅024
11 爱的专用语027
12 三人小合唱028<p><b><span style="font-family: 宋体;">序曲</span>001</b><b></b></p> <p><b><span style="font-family: 宋体;">**章 浪漫之旅</span>003</b><b></b></p> <p><b>1<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 从结束开始</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">003</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>2<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> *后一个地窨院</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">005</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>3<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 我的“临摹”</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">007</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>4<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 插曲</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">010</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>5<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> *后的富贵</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">011</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>6<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 绝唱</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">014</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>7<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 我想对你说</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">019</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>8<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 插曲</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">2020</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>9<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 桃园</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">021</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>10<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 浪漫之旅</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">024</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>11<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 爱的专用语</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">027</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>12<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 三人小合唱</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">028</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>13<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 多幕剧</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">030</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>14<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 生活</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">033</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>15<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 我的“大观园”</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">035</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>16<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 如此结束</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">037</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>17<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 纯阳宫逸事</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">040</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>18<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 道士的节日</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">043</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>19<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 外来的爱情</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">045</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>20<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 多事之夜</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">047</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>21<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 洪流老师的哲学</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">050</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>22<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 我不能没有你</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">051</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>23<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> “一级战备”</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">053</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>24<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 唐朝的爱情</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">058</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>25<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 爱情逻辑</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">060</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>26<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 风起云散</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">065</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b> </b></p> <p><b><span style="font-family: 宋体;">第二章 烟火人间</span>068</b><b></b></p> <p><b>1<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 新婚之夜</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">068</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>2<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> “完了”没有完</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">075</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>3<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 戏台</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">077</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>4<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 宣传队</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">081</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>5<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 敬德访白袍</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">084</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>6<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 新任务</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">087</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>7<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 劳改队的“考验”</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">091</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>8<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 女人的盛宴</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">092</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>9<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 大风小雨</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">094</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>10<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 文工团</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">098</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>11<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 喜儿与杨白劳</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">100</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>12<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 匿名信</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">102</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>13<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 你再也不是你</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">104</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>14<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 男人的战术</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">107</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>15<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 男人的战术</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">2109</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>16<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 小旅馆</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">111</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>17<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 大戏</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">113</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>18<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 尘世的轮回</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">115</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>19<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 女裁缝招弟</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">120</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b> </b></p> <p><b><span style="font-family: 宋体;">第三章 假若时光倒流</span>124</b><b></b></p> <p><b>1<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 紫荆又开了</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">124</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>2<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 不是插曲</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">128</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>3<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 日子仍是日子</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">129</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>4<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 公家人</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">131</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>5<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 童养媳</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">132</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>6<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 从寻找春儿开始</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">134</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>7<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 荆家庄园的故事</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">136</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>8<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 排练厅</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">139</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>9<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 速写</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">141</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>10<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 藏书楼的秘密</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">144</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>11<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 少女的拯救</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">145</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>12<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 画展</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">148</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>13<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 插曲</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">150</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>14<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 没有设计的结尾</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">152</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>15<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 菜地</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">156</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>16<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 一个人的战争</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">158</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>17<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 彩色的日子</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">161</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>18<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 插曲</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">2163</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>19<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 蓦然回首</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">164</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>20<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 白云苍狗</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">167</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>21<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 永远的《朝元图》</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">170</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>22<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 送葬</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">175</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>23<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 请以一吻赐永生</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">178</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b>24<span style="font-family: 宋体;"> 去庄园</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman";">181</span></b><b></b></p> <p><b> </b></p> <p><b><span style="font-family: 宋体;">尾声</span>182</b><b></b></p>显示全部信息免费在线读世界上*遥远的距离，不是生与死，
而是我就站在你的面前你却不知道我爱你
世界上*遥远的距离，
不是我就站在你的面前你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起

（泰戈尔）

——摘自《宋梅影日记》



序 曲
2008 年6 月，我在三○一医院摘去一只乳房。先生接我出院后说，有个地方，非常适合疗养。我曾经在那里临摹过壁画，还有一个朋友叫宋梅影，她就在那里工作。于是，我就告别京城千里迢迢来到纯阳宫博物馆，准备跟在唐代**吕洞宾的七十二代孙身后，练习吕**下来的养生功“吸吸呼”。
“吸吸呼”，就是改变传统的呼吸方式，采用两吸一呼，再配合双臂的甩动和两腿的运用，边行走边动作，就把松树柏树叶子中散发出的一种东西，以超出常人一倍的频率，吸进自己胸腔，然后分布到全身，去击败那些妄图继续扩大地盘的癌细胞。据说这种方法不但简单，而且对恶性**手术后的**，效果显著，尤其适合不愿进行化疗的病人。对于我这个精神已濒临崩溃的女人来说，哪里还有更好的选择？

序曲001
**章 浪漫之旅003
1 从结束开始003
2 *后一个地窨院005
3 我的“临摹”007
4 插曲010
5 *后的富贵011
6 绝唱014
7 我想对你说019
8 插曲2020
9 桃园021
10 浪漫之旅024
11 爱的专用语027
12 三人小合唱028